His father’s gardening fork sits
comfortably in new hands,
smoothened shaft already changed
at least three times,
over two contiguous lifetimes.
In his hands, it probed the crumbling ridge,
comfortably in new hands,
smoothened shaft already changed
at least three times,
over two contiguous lifetimes.
In his hands, it probed the crumbling ridge,
revealing the nested potatoes like
growing children awaiting the tines
of his bitter self-loathing.
growing children awaiting the tines
of his bitter self-loathing.
He constantly prodded their underdeveloped
resentment, until hollowed
resentment, until hollowed
and hungry, they finally left the nest,
reared as they were, to accept the kind
of love they thought was their due.
And so the generations spend their birthright,
each passing the coin from generation
to generation; each child sharing
the guilt of the father, each parent concealing
their hurt, as a gift to the child.
©Niall OConnor 2024
Well done. Shared!
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